Why in the world would you do that?
Well, I guess I just did…
As I start my next exciting job at Pyxis today, I thought it would be a good idea to launch this new blog with a very personal and true story about some amazing events that have happened to me this year – events that have had a tremendous impact on me, my career, my colleagues, my family, my friends and even my two dogs!
Running over the next three weeks, this post will relate my journey through these events and how I decided to deal with these challenges.
- Week 1 (today): The first part of the story – Why quit a high-profile job?
- Week 2: Four lessons I learned during the process.
- Week 3: The self-analysis exercises I used to support my decisions.
I hope this story of mine will be an interesting source of insight for anyone considering a major change in their career and help them decide whether they are ready to take the leap.
A bit of background
I’m a driven professional with loads of entrepreneurial spirit and a genuine love for this thing we call management. By that, I mean the true art of achieving outstanding results by bringing together talented people and providing them with the very best environment so they can blossom to their full potential.
For the last two decades, I’ve been very fortunate to have had the privilege to do exactly that, carrying out leadership functions within a variety of organizations, from publicly traded technology start-ups to established global enterprises. And I’ve enjoyed every minute of it.
“We have good news and bad news for you…”
On January 5, following a minor skiing accident, I wound up in a hospital emergency room, only to be greeted by the kind of the cliché you’d expect to see in a Hollywood tearjerker:
“We have good news and bad news for you, sir. The good news is that you didn’t sustain any injuries during your accident. However, when we X-rayed your head… um… well, we found a brain tumor the size of a ping-pong ball. No, this isn’t someone else’s X-ray… this is your brain…”
Whoa… talk about a nice way to cap off the 2009 Christmas and New Year’s frenzy. I’m 46. I have two beautiful sons, an amazing wife and a job many would be envious of.
A mere two months beforehand, I had received a promotion I had worked very hard for, in the midst of my employer’s most ambitious restructuring initiative in its 110-year history.
I was working for the Desjardins Group, the largest financial cooperative group in Canada, with about 50,000 employees, 6 million clients and members and assets of $173 billion. My title was Senior Director, Innovation & Strategic Planning, and I was responsible for four key groups that oversaw strategic organization-wide IT initiatives. Our job was to implement three-year strategic plans and road maps, so our work influenced a lot of people and departments within the organization.
Two months into the job, I had just finished putting together a winning team for my new department. And there I was, about to have emergency brain surgery with a 50/50 chance of making it through. Even once I did, I still had four long months of recovery at home in front of me – totally disconnected from work.
“Welcome back, Yves – the next wave is coming at you!”
Yes, the surgery was a total success. I’m a survivor and very grateful to be one!
My neurosurgeon was thrilled with the results. The first thing he said to my wife and kids was, “Daddy will be skiing with you guys again next year!” I was simply amazed by my good fortune. I went back to work with energy to burn. I wasn’t afraid of anything anymore. Not a single thing.
Upon my return, I was told that a significant second wave of change had had a direct impact on most departments of our IT unit, mine in particular. The purpose of the transition – which was a justified and future-oriented move – was to shake things up a bit and help realign our departments missions over a matter of months.
Details about this are not public, of course, so I won’t get into them here. The point I want to make, though, has to do with the need to be aware of the reality of major restructuring operations. Most start out enterprise-wide, then trickle down to targeted units. Along the way, the process refines itself and adapts to specific realities.
Those of you who have gone through similar changes know what it’s like: You always hope the first set of adaptations is enough so that everybody can move on, get back to work and focus on business goals. Secretly, you fear a second wave is on the horizon but hope you’ll be spared – at least until you and your team have had the chance to show you’ve triumphed over the first wave.
I felt like I had been gone from work for over a year. Things I had been building in a hurry before I left were evolving in directions I didn’t expect, didn’t fully understand or didn’t agree with. You get the picture: I was totally disoriented. The changes being made, although they were necessary and designed to ensure long-term prosperity, were brutal from my perspective. I had to ask myself a hard question: Was I the right guy to surf the next wave?
Let me be clear here: Desjardins is one of the greatest places I have ever had the privilege to work at. Desjardins is a true Canadian icon known for its social engagement, commitment to excellence and unique corporate culture. There is absolutely no doubt in my mind that the century-old institution will come out of this restructuring operation stronger than ever and with the utmost of respect for its most important asset – its people.
A large-scale restructuring is no picnic. It brings with it many challenges as well as many amazing opportunities. When you encounter major obstacles like this in the workplace, it’s important to remember it’s all about context. This is something I will cover in next week’s blog when I discuss the invaluable lessons I have drawn from my experiences during the past year.
“Hey, the tail shouldn’t be wagging the dog!”
My survivor attitude took a severe blow at that point. Most of my co-workers were doing their very best to keep their chin up, but some of my team members were growing discouraged and disheartened. It was hard to cheer them up on a daily basis, but it was part of my job to do just that. And, anyway, it came naturally to me, as the kind of person who automatically stands up and fights for the people I work with.
Despite my newfound feelings of fearlessness, I began questioning myself. I started to think a lot: every day, every hour, every minute. My four months at home after my brain surgery had given me plenty of time to reflect. My perspective on just about everything had already changed forever. Some interesting self-analysis exercises I did at that time were a big help in this regard (come back in two weeks for more on this, in part three).
I was tempted to make a bold move immediately and run away from the challenges I was facing. After all, the expression “life is short” had taken on a whole new meaning for me since January 5. But I did not make that leap. Instead, I decided it was time to put a positive spin on events and work even harder at the issues my team and I were up against.
Needless to say major restructuring operations are tough on people. But when managed correctly they pave the way toward a better future. In many cases, big changes put more pressure on employees and get them to work faster. In others, however, the pace actually slows down, which is what happened with our group – presenting us with a real window of opportunity.
I could have waited for official plans to be handed down to our unit, but I instead decided it was time to be bold and express my concerns. So I approached various executives from our CIO’s office, HR advisers and other key contacts within the broader organization.
Now, imagine for a moment the type of management activities going on in a large-scale financial institution in the midst of a comprehensive restructuring offensive. Surprisingly enough, my contacts, even the higher-ranking ones, were quite open and receptive to me. Even though we were all working heaps of overtime and subject to the unrelenting stress of a constantly changing environment, they did their best to provide guidance and support.
My goal was to engage in a dialogue with the executives I would most likely end up reporting to. I broached issues involving the future of my department and its people, as well as my own career path within the organization. Most of the subjects discussed were tricky. Some of the answers I got were not exactly what I was expecting; others were quite reassuring.
I kept the channels of communication open and touched on many sensitive matters over a period of three months or so. My fellow execs did not have all the answers, but they were in a position of influence and, in some cases, had a direct say as to the next steps to be taken. This part of the process ended up being very constructive, as I was laying the groundwork for a brighter future for a lot of the people on my teams, making sure their interests and their talent would be used in the most sensible and effective way, whether or not I would be there to see the outcome.
All in all, the people I consulted offered me something of great value: in-depth discussions about hard facts and new longer-term perspectives that alleviated shorter-term panic. This is something I would not have been able to achieve on my own, hidden away in my office, shaking my fist at the restructuring gods.
Plus, armed with the results of the self-analysis exercises I did during my four-month-long convalescence, I was able for the first time to compare my objectives and ambitions with what I now consider to be a very solid “due diligence report” on the situation at work and the options available to me and my employees. Incidentally, this approach also generated a lot of attention for my team from higher levels of management and empowered them to carve out their own paths as the restructuring progressed.
So what was next? It was decision time for my own future. I had tangible and real options in front of me that would translate into a constructive, comfortable career at Desjardins. Or I could leave the organization to pursue other, riskier, professional challenges.
My choice was very clear: the self-analysis sheet I had produced described exactly what my goals were for the next five years or so. And although the due diligence report I had created with my team appeared very promising for my department, many of its parameters were not in synch with the objectives I had identified.
It was then I recalled the words of my mentor, Laurent Proulx: “When the tail starts wagging the dog, it is time to ask yourself if you are doing the right things at work.”
Well, the findings on my sheet of paper confirmed the situation was indeed the wrong way around. I was trying to craft a large unit within Desjardins to fulfill my own personal vision – a vision that was not aligned with the key aspects of the mission for the group to ensure it persevered through the next wave of change and, ultimately, achieved success.
So I resigned… after three months of extensive discussions and contemplation, I was convinced I had done my homework, talked to the right people and was moving ahead for the right reasons and according to a timeframe that gave me the leeway I needed to make sound decisions.
On the day of my resignation, I submitted a detailed transition plan for my successors and dedicated five full weeks to coordinating these efforts before I left.
One important thing here: I quit because I knew I would have done so anyway within a matter of months. Could I ignore my self-analysis exercises and due diligence report and still preserve my personal integrity – not to mention the integrity of the people reporting to me or the organization as a whole? It was time for me to allow others better suited for the position and the mission to give it a whirl and make the most of this tremendous opportunity. It was time to allow others to motivate and inspire my crew to master the next wave of change.
Next week, I will share with you the lessons I learned from this experience. I hope my observations will help others as they contemplate their own career path.
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